Beautiful face, hot body, but still rotten legs ! Luck has turned against me... Hello, first of all I would like to introduce myself. Those who haven't followed my story may not know that I'm the one talking about life, salary and health issues.. What I like, whether it's books, podcasts, or even seminars, I've gotten into a lot of things. And I think there are a lot of people who are going through the same issues that I am. So I can assure you that it will definitely be useful for a lot of people. But what is this story going to be, let's take a closer look. Back in high school, Everyone has a girlfriend, but I don't. It was at that time that I started wanting to have a girlfriend because whether it was my school friends or even my college friends, they all seemed to want a girlfriend. Some people don't even need to spend money to flirt with girls. But I was even afraid to flirt. I was thinking the same thing. Why do all my friends have girlfriends and I don't?Despite my good looks, I was not at all inferior to my male friends in the group. So I started flirting with the first girl who was my friend in the same class. Because I saw that she was cute and knew how to talk, but personally I am not a good person to talk to. But if I have a girlfriend, I will definitely talk and take care of her. After I asked her phone number and started to know each other, everything was fine. But I don't know why I took it after she came to my room. I did bring her to my room, but I did not do anything extra and she personally did not feel it. I haven't given up yet because I think she's the first woman I've ever flirted with. During my 2nd to 4th year at university, I try to talk to girls all the time. Everyone is fine when talking. But when she gets to know me better and comes to my room, the whole attitude changes dramatically. I did all kinds of exercises, played sports and kept my body in shape!  As I enter working age, I begin to “think a lot.” When I started working I didn't really think about flirting with girls or having no one to talk to, but lately I feel like it's lonely and I want to try to find someone to talk to again. After a few attempts at hooking up, it all ended the same way as when I brought girls to my room. Everyone stopped talking to me. Some people don't answer in chats. Some people blocked my number. Some of them just disappeared from my life. From the beginning until I brought the girls to my room, I talked well and it seemed like they really liked me. But why does it always end the same way??? One day I met a lovely girl at the gym and we started dating. I didn't continue talking to her after I brought her to my room. It's been almost 2 weeks, although before that we talked almost every day in the chat and went out to eat together many times. After some time, she wrote to me again that she wanted to meet. The reason she was gone for so long was not because she had someone else. She honestly told me that she couldn't stand...